I need more strength!

Dah lama bersawang blog nih.. bukan x mau update tp mmg masa x mengizinkan.. terlalu banyak benda yg berlaku this year.. Alhamdulillah, 2011 career aku semakin bagus.. naik pangkat lagik jan 2011. Syukur, rezeki lebih sikit utk aku dan family.. tp harus diingat, semua yg di bagi tu perlu ada pengorbanan yg besaq.. semakin di atas kita, semakin besar pangkat kita semakin berat bebanan keja yg harus ditanggung.. semua tu memerlukan pengorbanan... As a head of dept, byk yg kena aku hadapi.. keja, staff.. bukan senang.. bukan senang nak handle 11 org staff yg berlainan style and attitude..sumpah! mmg berat bebanan keja.. ditambah dgn tuntutan keja yg x penah benti.. kerenah customer, kengkawan, staff and x lupa..my boss...high expectation ... mampukah aku..??? just pray dat i could perform very well... in order to ensure this, i need a strong support from my immediate family...i need strength...should i cry??? Frankly, no more tears.... i become so heartless! let's time decide... i just pray d best...i could not pleased everyone at the same time....i am just a normal person... sometimes i just dunno what to do next! i am blank! should i proceed to take this challege or put a stop on it?? i just dont know! At this moment, i just go with d flow and may Allah bless me...To my heart and soul..Anas & Aisy.. mama loves u so much.. u are my strength!